Have Milk? - cownanny

tokyo was great fun! as expected. but more tiring than i had expected cos there's other adults i have to drag along.

which was fine by me actually. some of the stuff that was really annoying was that when it time to look for food, they say anything anything.. den i walk in to the ramen shop or the curry rice shops, they ask if they can eat something else, then fastfood also, my dad rather just sit and watch us eat. den give some kinda sian face. ask him what he want he say dunno. den these kinda stupid pattern, yes. that aside.

den so many relatives got us to but stuff for them. branded bags, some wierd gadgets/contraption to purify tap water. which is liks super heavy! and we have to carry that back for him. whats funny is that that uncle travels so bloody frequently. and tokyo is like not new to him. getting other pple to carry the heavy stuff back to sg! quite smart what.


i'm supposed to go meet friends for supper but i'm too darn lazy to get up.
sorry dameimei. hahha


ok back to tokyo. so i set out o do a few things i wanted to do the second time i go there, cos either i missed out on it or didnt do enuf.

1) play pachinko - not done
2) walk thru red light district - check
3) eat fugu - check
4) go disneyland - check
5) take foto with little mermaid - not done
6) check out what roppongi is like - check
7) meet monica - check
8) soak in a hotspring in the mountains - not done
9) see red/yellow leaves - check
10) see snow - not done
11) check out maid cafe - check


so since i was bring pple tt were there for their first time, i revisited the some of the places that i hav already been to. and factored in temple visits and stuff, in addition to the shopping which i would have prefered to spend the bulk of the holiday.. yes which was not the case.

so day 1 was akihabara, this time i wanted to go to a maid cafe, not just walk by.. haha and it was quite interesting cos there were so many otakus, i pressume, who hangs out at the maid cafe like for hours. which means that they have to enter and re-enter a couple of times. there's a need for cover charge, then u must order one drink or some food. and then they'll talk to you bout anything under the sun, but too bad i dun speak any jap! then if u order a iced milk tea, they'll help u pour sweetner, and milk, and u have to tell them to stop when its enough! haha with some wierd command. its just quite amusing la.. serious. so we saw some wierd uncles smiling at the girls, taking fotos with them. taking fotos, are not allowed. you'd have to pay if u want a foto with them. s 3 min game would also cost you.. haha like how lame. amd those wierd uncles have an album! they carry it with them and flip thru them and smile at them selves. like freaky!

asakusa was normal, with the temples and stuff. maybe anything good that happened was the good qian1 i drew for myself.. as comapred to the one i had when i first got there. which was not good. haha i finally got it translated! haha

odaiba! was interesting, this time i went before nightfall. and i got to see more things. no toyota city tho. hahha but lots of fotos.

shall do day 2 tml la.. hah its late. and the fotos are sorted out in my lap top. not here. so..

i think i'll die from show overdose!

watching fringe and GG now!

i have 2and a half men, heroes, house, and loads of movies to go! and dota dota all day long! whooo!

lousy semester with saba, ACG, AMX[the bomb]..

just how bad is this semester? hmm lets see..
i might be getting my first D this doomed semester. maybe 2 Ds.. due to very poorly done assignments. not that it was last minute or anything. it was more like the way i phrased my thoughts in my essay. and the lack of group co-ordination for the other one.
this is the only sem i actually slimmed down despite how many trainings i've missed because of the work i have to do. i think its attributed to stress, because i've been chocolat-ing and eating like hell alot.
also there's a significant increase in the white hair that appeared on my small, retarded and slow head.

timbre with cohort + steam boat and movies
but thank god, there was the cohort outings that helped me over these rough times. i still recall the horror when i saw a C on my result slip. i have one every semester. and eeach time i'd be super sad. but this semester. i have gotten Ds for 50% if 2 of the 6 modules i'm taking. D is a 1 point things for the gpa thingy. imagine how much my gpa would drop. i felt like dying. like. not like the usual i 'dying' i say when i'm training. dying this time as in like killing myself. those thoughts have seriously crossed my mind.

thanks to the 4 other people, the original Ba[Ed] people. which was like trying their best to take my mind off the topic, which i always go back to after every couple of sentences. we had like a totally fun steam boat cum movie session! right after the submission of the papers. and another gathering after the papers have ended. this time at timbre! which had this pretty lead singer sarah. hahhah got to take a photo with her.

love them to bits actually. dun really tell them that. but then again, not really to bits. and not exactly love. hahha just lucky to have them.

oh oh! and the movie screening! haha we brought tidbits to the maclab. and watched paranormal activity. we were laughing thru the entire show. and about how lousy it was, how stupid it was and how lame it was. totally.

missing a certain someone. but thigs look like its not exactly possible. and there another person that i'm not really sure. we'll see how things pans out after i return. not exactly gonna elaborate on it. i think its really not gonna happen. shall feel sad for a long while. yes

on re-training after the exams
training! i went to the gym on sunday. did a 5km run, which felt like shit. obviously all the walking in tokyo didnt help my cardio. ha! i feel very lousy now. cant do a 5k run comfortably. not a good sign. as for the weights section. i think i'm damned to sitck to light ones. how? i feel like i'm never gonna improve. cos if i over exert then i'll hurt my back.
i need to start cycling. which means this week i'd have to plant myself in hall.and swimming. and running. why did i ever want to join aviva! tho i havent signed up yet. i am feeling scared and excited about the idea at the same time. i know i want to do it. but worried i cant do it. and no idea why, deep in my head, i seem to think i might have what it takes to do it. 1.9k swim which is easy, 90k cycing which is no joke, and ive not tried, and a 21k run, which i've done only once in my life, and i was suffering for a couple of days after doing the run alone.

i think i'm mad

as for canoeing... its a marathon race in mid january. so depends on partner. after the race i'd prolly have to change partners or row alone, and i dread the thought of both ideas.

i think i'm going mad.

the accident and how my knees are affected, ithink there's something wrong with it alr..
updates bout the knees. i'm clear to run 10k, i've tried. but not fast. there's discomfort in the left knee still. and when i squat down, it hurts still. sometimes. whih is clearly not good. i'll see how it goes. this rules out adventure races. like those running on trails and stuff. cos i'd be bad for knees, i dun have strong legs. so running on roads and stuff only.
basically i'm a person with a fucked up body, with spoilt parts that cannot be replaced.


funny stuff i've encountered so far, the mails. and the funny content.
on a lighter note, i've received some funny mails from the hall office, cos there was this time where there were alot of bees that were found flying ard hall. at night. they investigated and sent a mail saying that there are no bee hives in hall. but that the bees are attracted to the lights. and they have flew a long way from the forests accross the road. and are usually exhausted and half dead from their journey here. we are advised to stay away and not touch or step on any of the bees. what exhausted and half dead by the time when reach our hall? hahha like quite funny.

another one was about what they callled inapporiate shitting behavior, which was the subject of that mail.

Dear residents,
 
Please refer to the attached picture.
 
I understand that with all the stress from the looming exams, some may develop bad stomach problems. 
But do have the decency to clean it up after. 
Aim properly, sit and not squat, flush after use; all these are basic decencies of a civilized society. 
Please spare a thought for the cleaner aunty and the other residents.

there was a picture attached as well.


there. like wth!

about coincidence. remember that car accident? and i was sent to the hospital seperate from the others, i went on the ambulance with the people that were on the cab. and they were blaming me and asking me how my friend drove? -.-
they happen to be from ntu as well. like what are the odds. ok maybe they're from china and they are about my age. but the car crash involving exchange students from ntu? and whats more exciting was that sometime last month, while on the train back home, i saw them on the train as well! again! like how did i know for sure? i remember that scrawny ah tiong from anywhere with that squeaking voice and frail body. this and white like albino chopstick, with sqeaky sound. so. what are the odds? hmm.

plans and goals to train towards to.
next up is to settle training dates. from bi and canoe.
find out dates for IHG
sign up for aviva.
sign up for sing bi
and pray for no Ds

if not i'll die.

and here are the things i got from japan!


they include:
1 adidas bag
1 h&m jacket
1 box of black bananas
1 box of bai chi lian ren
1 box of some sesame thingy
1 vest from a second hand shop
1 h&m shirt
1 pair of nike running shorts
2 boxes of biscuits from DisneySEA
2 goggles
2 goggle straps
2 cups from disneySEA
2 pairs of long pants uniqlo and h&m
2 skinny ties
3 pairs of uniqlo socks
3 uniqlo teess

did i leave out anything?


tis was what one person was carrying back, when we checked out. we still had bags to add from shopping at the airport, we had to get the white chocolate thingys right? and the bananas. and manyother goodies! hahha


one of the 3 tshirts i got for myself..


and the exciting kitkat flavours available in japan! the other time icame back with pocky fir my partner! hahha


so the photos are not settes yet.. i'm terribly lazy to do it tonight.. hahha
but new places i've covered in japan! so exciting, i wanna go back again!

this is so exciting, going back to tokyo again! and this time its back for more food, more shopping and back to feeling like a child again cos disneysea here i come! leaving the worries of all the shitty that happened this semester. [i wish]

and just a list of things to type so i can remember what i want to blog about.

lousy semester with saba, ACG, AMX[the bomb]..
timbre with cohort + steam boat and movies
missing a certain someone. but thigs look like its not exactly possible. and there another person that i'm not really sure. we'll see how things pans out after i return.
on re-training after the exams
the accident and how my knees are affected, ithink there's something wrong with it alr..
on the examinations and the hectic weeks before the exam period.
funny stuff i've encountered so far, the mails. and the funny content.
plans and goals to train towards to.

and my flight is like at 2120, but got here like super damn early. thanks to my dad who loves to rush the whole family, he'd rather waste like 1.5 hours of our life waiting \for the plane tt isnt even at its berth yet.. yes.
thats why i'm typing this.

lastly. all the best for whoever thats having papers! WOO~ fly fly fly, cant wait to have dinner on the plane, actually kinda starving. the smart me said dun need dinner. now i'm like suffering cos of my decision.

it looks like a terrible year... for anything and everything

personal relationships kinda screwy.
i think people dont understand.

updates on my my status.
knee much better... except for last week, tried squatting. discomfort. not exactly painful la.. but just dun think its totally ok yet.
back problem is back. lower back. this time the pain kinda radiated down to the butt. when walking,
passed the water time trials, for doubles.. and surprisingly for singles too! ha like first time ever.
i bought myself a new bike, which i'm not gonna be using for the moment. prolly after exams. den i'll decide again if i should join the half iron man.
its next march! and i'll have no time to join when i'm in my final year. but the time to train for it like very short also if i do the coming one.
worried.
i think. canoeing is like giving me loads of trouble... getting injured after trying to push during the sprint sets after the time trials.
just hope the discomfort goes away like really soon. so i can type assignments in comfort.
like super scared for so many of the essays, due in less then 5 days zero words written...
and they are piled so closely.
exhitition opening kinda went by ok. last min changes with things but all was ok. thank god i didnt hurt my back before the exhibition if not cannot move stuff...

when back is all better, which is gonna be after all the submissions, and papers.. i'll take a trip down to the bike shop again. to get the cleats and waterbottol and maybe helmet and some other stuff for the bike that i think they left out like caps and i think i need to get the bike fitted properly. and then i'll be doing more riding hopefully. swimming is not much of a concern other than the personal goal to go faster. running is what i dread as usual. but i totally miss the painful running sessions actually. paddling i'll just stick to the not sprint too hard approach and try to eat back the lost time with a longer and harder pull.
hmm.. now to shit. and read readings..

 aye, new hair cut! how everything changes for the better as well.

 woo woo... we are on stomp! for the wrong reasons of cos.


stomp webby here...

a picture of the car and the canoes standing around. those in the other car and those uninjured. and didnt go to the hospital.

anyway it was a lousy commentary la.. that dave guy abit lagging.
accident happened slightly after 12pm, and the injured were moved to the hospital by 1240..

not a good experience.

3 cars were involved, not 2.
and the rear end of the car was hit by the lexus that attempted to break already. the cab was the one that refused to step on the breaks and slammed itself into us damaging the front which was in much worse condition.

status report, Peggy's operation went well i heard. the team went to the hospital today, but i was doing project in school, thanks to the unsympathetic project mates hahha.. and for myself, walking is still slow, cant really stand for long. and going up and down steps are a real problem. esp going down. KNS.


and wth... my friend asked how come i never take a foto of the car and send it to stomp instead then can get my 50 bucks? i was like wtf!!!


and progress of work. still the same. haha cos for project, everything on hold.

must submit thursday. so..

and and i think the project's done. if we dun include the signboard.then again. sian la.. i think need lor.

 how annoying, like i havent already had my fair share of girls bleeding during the accident this afternoon.
of all times to have a project mates pms-ing..

i just realized my project was not happy that i didnt appear in school today to discuss the project.
apparently she was asking me if i'm going to school repeatedly, and i just said i'll see when i'm done.
then she was biting the head of the other group member.
and fretting over the project and complaining that she wasted a day in school because she made her way there and i didnt appear.
oh and it made on national radio, at about 12 plus. like wow.


as if i planned an accident, as asked 1 car and 1 cab to smash into the car i'm in.
then give myself trouble walking so it can look more convincing
then i'd rather spend alot of money paying for a consultation and x rays.
and inconvenience myself for weeks.

i'm sure. so i promise i'll bite off her head if she starts complaining that i didnt turn up to discuss the project.

 this is just about the worst semester ever.

the worst recess week.

and the most scary experience ever.

i think i'm fucking suay.



ok first things first, since i'm gonna have all the time in the world to not go for training, for the next couple of weeks, i should be able to concentrate on all the shit assignments that i'm drowning in. but i'm a last min worker, and the deadlines and assignments are kinda arranged in a shitty way. and the rate in which the work is coming in is kinda overwhelming.
i think i'm not able to churn them out in time actually.

u know, u know? last min, so i wont really be inclined to start work. but submissions are like too many at the same time. so pok = dead.



so so, i'm kinda settled in my new room high up and isolated. the toilerts are not done technically, but i'm using it already, hahha like just dun care. esp on days where i;m really tired. [which is not going to be the case, in the near future.]
and now i cant climb it as freely as i used to..

so i shall start with today:
today was a lazy monday morning, obviously the blues affected me the moment i opened my eyes, but had to make my way to training cos there was some time trial. a 10km time trial. i was not awake, but had to push thru with it. so i thought we started a little fast, by the 3rd km i wa kinda tired. then there was some tilt in the middle, then it was kinda shakey thru-out. but the timing was not fantastic or not exactly really bad.

then we were supposed to head out for lunch. before we make our way to school. we hopped on to aik teo's car, and boom! all i saw was two cars charging us really quickly. den we were all shaken. like big time. i remember seeing green light. but i didnt see if it was clear. and i think he didnt see the other cars as well and just turned right at the cross junction. i felt nausea and light headed, then i was wasnt seeing clearly, everything was really bright, anything that was in the sun was kinda glowing and glaring, and nothing was clear, like i developed astigmatism instantly. then after a while it cleared up, then peggy was complaining that her arm was in pain. she fractured it in the collision i guess. was an open fracture. and it was swollen, it kinda reminded me of myself in sec school, i also fractured my arm playing soccer. mine was pulled and twisted back but a specialist that happened to be visiting. lucky me, if that failed then i'm gonna have to open it up and screw it back together. but heng lor,,, it worked, then for 6 months my forearm was in a cast. think the same is gonna be for peggy.

the bourne supremacy is showing n tv now and i'm not exactly too fond of the car chase scenes.

so back to the story.
i tried to climb out of the car when the vision cleared up and the nausea went away. den my knees felt rather weak so i just sat there for a while more. till the paramedics came, i climbed out and too my bag and stuff,,, thank god the laptop is not banged up.. and i hopped on the ambulance. it went to sgh instead of ttsh! seperated frm the rest, and then waited for a super long time! like almost 2 hours. and then i realized it was painful to extend my leg. then bumped in to jimson at there, yes.. of all places.. and he got me some food and drink. my jaw was hurting when i was munching and when it finally came my turn i was given a jab to reduce swelling and pain. on my bum. and it kinda had this dull aching sensation as i sat back down on the wheelchair.
i went for an x ray, to check if i had any fractures cos of the jaw discomfort, then my knees were x rayed as well. cos of the swelling, which was weird. cos it was above the knees. like... then i was told everything was clear. no fractures and i should be able to limp home. i was like thanks... *running thru my head was like fucker, limp home is an option eh? they gave me panadol and some stronger painkillers, nothing to help with the soft tissue injury. damn sian. so i took about 15~20 min to limp or th hospital to the mrt station. like thanks to my dad and mom that had to work.

ha lazy to rotate it. live with it k..
so now going up the steps is less of a problem, going down in the problem.. and my room is like on the 5th level.
and i think the driver's greatest problem would be apologizing to peggy and her family..

ok on to happier stuff.

i have completed my first triathlon.
and i'm quite excited about it. like kinda excited about the sport.
i kinda gave myself a target of 3 hours to complete the whole thing, haha factor-ing a lousy and do-able timing for each of the segment.
i told myself, a 30 min swim followed by a 1hr30min cycling leg, then i gave myself 1hr to run...
in the end it turned out a little better.
 
the swim: was kinda relaxing, tho the timing was rather decent, i think i found a pack that swam decent. lucky me. but unlucky me, was kicked in the face, and y goggles came off. one side. and i had a black eye. we should shoot those breaststroke queens during such events. and other than that it was a very pleasent swim!


the cycling: was kinda shitty, i fell right after the first turn. it was dramatic dramatic dramatic. hahha there were people and cyclist that went OH OH OH! aas i fell. yes. how malu. ok that aside, so i was kinda scared. and i went slow for all the turns which was really very many of them. i was kinda taking it easy, and i tried to go harder for my last 2 rounds. i was so so afraid that i counted wrongly, if i went for an extra lap or did one less, den i'll just die. yes. thank god again. ha i sound like i go to church each week hor... hahha but must thank some one la.. hahha

the run: was PAINFUL. i got off the bike, and my legs were like jello. JELLo0. i had trouble moving them. i was like what legS? i shuffled my feet out of the transition area, and they almost cramped up. the pwer gel was super like chocolate fudge. very thick and horrible. so i was praying for a water point. to my disappointment it was really far away. -.- and my throat almost dried up. so i was jogging at the pace of an ah pek walking. not kidding. and the first round was really horrible. by the second round i was kinda able to open up. and the cramps just took a back seat.
as i reached the ending, and saw the finish line, i broke a smile. the sense of achievement was kinda huge. i didnt really expect much and i was kinda decent for a first time, tho i would really wanna cut some time for my next race. an the cycling leg looks like the place that i could shave off minutes and of cos for the run la... but ihate running right? hahhha
so half iron man? i'll have to think about it again .when my legs are back online.

i kinda went to take a look at some bikes, and this was one of the bikes i looked at. its 1800 at the limit of my estimated budget. and it looks something like that. or should i spend about a 1000 more to get a getter and lighter gear set or a better set of wheels? i'm really undecided, but seems like i've got to keep that on hold first. before i settle on one. its gonna cost a fortune cos i've got to get the other gear as well.
the bike i saw, that was within budget.

1] bike - maybe have to change wheel set and maybe the seat.
2] helmet
3] cleats and biking shoes
4] a cateye
5] cycling attire
6] and stuff i cant remember la. but its gonna cost a ton of money.

thanks to the swim training with the ivp people, i did a decent 26:30min
the cycle and running was thanks to roderick, who was rather encouraging, was way way faster then me for cycling and was the one pushing me for the runs around school after some cyclng. i did  1hr20min for the biking and 50:58min for the run!

total timing was about 2hrs38min20sec or something like that.


like my aims for each of the races i join. i aim to come in the top 20% or for bigger races, i aim to come in top 25%.
so my next aim is like the half ironman, which is gonna be next year.. but with things now, i think i'll have to rethink it, cos i have one month less to train.

here are the pictures of the bike which i borrowed, and i'm gonna return soon... 

 still in school.


bloody hell.

 dead. yes.

got shot for the presentation, as expected. my god.


and charcoal phobia.

damn scared.
tml's presentation. and i only have 5 slides to show, excluding the cover and the reference..

i have to finish up the submission for AED after sabapathy. if i dont get killed by him.

and project.. working thru the night! again tuesday night!

 just finished one assignment. or at least i think its done.
and i'm almost done with this other one as well. there are still tonnes that i've yet to think about and is due like next tuesday..

when i'm really stressed i dont know why i like to listen to this song..

or maybe its the music video.. haha

but the lyrics goes... 

I left my job my boss my car and my home.
I'm leaving for a destination I still don't know.
Somewhere nobody must have duties at all.
And if you like this you can follow me so let's go, 
Follow me, 
And let's go, 
To a place where belong and leave our troubles at home come with me, 
We can go... to a paradise of love and joy a Destination Unknown.

Now I won't feel those heavy shoulders no more, 
My life got better now I finally enjoy, 
Yes all the people want to come here and so?
Come on and join us you can do that now let's go, 
Follow me, 
And let's go, 
To the place where we belong and leave our troubles at home come with me, 
We can go... to a paradise of love and joy a Destination Unknown... 

Destination Unknown... 

Destination Unknown, unknown, 

Destination Unknown, follow me and let's go follow me and lets go

Destination Unknown, follow me and lets go follow me and lets go

Destination Unknown, follow me and lets go to the place where we belong and leave our troubles at home come with me, 
We can go... to a paradise of love and joy a Destination Unknown.




yes... who wouldnt like to just take off like that?
and look at those legs... hahha..

 its really shitty.

the readings never stop coming.


also. am super disappointed in myself. performance during races and training.
i think i bit off too much than i could chew. hmm..

maybe not. but still...

slow swim just now. feeling like shit.

i could blame it on the triathlon yesterday, and training before the swim.
but shucks la. i know its all due to my incompetency. 

shall have to clear assignments like at lightning speeds.
project mates are like bugging and reminding of when the meet ups are and what i have to do.
muggerish friends but they are good for me. tsk tsk.. 

feeling liek shit now. eyes falling out of sockets.

and i did i mention i pretty enjoyed the tri? thinking of buying my own bike. but there are so many things to think about now.
thinking about joining the half iron man next year, march. so if i'm intending to do that i need the bike like by the end of this month. so i can start torturing myself. but its assignments and presentation and projects piling up. fark.

shit shit shitty semester.


nights world. i hope i dont get eaten by my project mates tml.. and on thursday. sigh. 

 triathlon de result out surprisingly quick.

26.33 - swim - 1.5k
1.20.53 - cycle - 40k
50.55 - run - 10k

but i have readings to do.
shall blog bout the past week and about my exciting triathlon that got me ridden with scraped and blackeyes.. when i have the time.

overall i felt good.
swim was surprisingly effortless this time. but got kicked.
cycling was shorter than 40 i think. maybe about... 36 or 37k only.. but fell.
run was painful as usual. but more so this time. almost cramped.

assignments. readings to catch up on!

 really have no time to update anything. will just type whats in my head now.

tired.
sleep.
reading.
training.
600 warmup
5x 200 on 4min
100 cooldown
10x 100 on 2 min pulling
8x 50 kicks
10x 100 on 2 min
100 warmdown
10x 50 [2 fast 1 slow]
200 cooldown
work.
work.
work.
work.
reading.
reading.
sleeping.


good night.

 not happy.

taking a break from reading.. super damn sian. just realized they disabled the comments on that Ris Low girl, that contestant for miss singapore world 2009, and her bad english. then i found out that they removed the video. here goes one source of entertainment, heng i got type what she said... hahha

canoe training, did a warm up run, and the static sets, then left them!
for bi training.. did some track drills, which was really tiring.. then left for swim!
swimming was kinda scary just now. super long swim.
600 warmups
3x400 on 8 min
100 cooldown
800 im on 2 min
100 cooldown
800 pulling on 1.45
100 cooldown
10x 100 swimming on 2 min
200 cooldown
to think that training just now would kill me, just didnt bother me as much already, the moment i opened up the readings, i almost wanted to die.

have 2 more to clear. and yes. its 0140am now. and tml's class is like 0930~1230 then 1630~1930
might go for a cycle. depends on how wanna go with me la.. sian. den maybe i'll factor in a short run.


tri factor in less than 2 weeks. am farking scared. first tri, hope its not a flop.

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the infamous video of this guy's face getting shredded for the world to see.. if it were me.. i'd take the shoes from her and slap her around. then i'll stick the shoe in her 'hoohoo' and ask her if she likes it!

its really horrible to have such people throwing our face.. on the internet somemore. diploma huh... what are the polytechnics taking in now? trash? so tiu lian... where ever she's studying at.. tsk tsk.. kinda didnt laugh out loud, more of shocked. how did she even pass the interview? flash her boob? or whatever she has, which barely exists anyway..

and she goes on to say..
1) [looks spacy..] currently i'm majoring in my... [thinks really hard and looks up up and away] diploma in health science and 'hosplitality' and travel tourism, right now i'm studying 'steel'... "and yes i think she's really bright..."
2) i define my style as my own personality and i go by my mood! yes! if i'm feeling nautty, then i'll wear something 'rat' and loud! something, you know, booms.. something that shouts ME! ya?
3) erm.. the 'dering' thing that i worn is a piece of be-ge-nii and just jeans, and a shop down orchard road. yes...
4) i dunno, cos i dun really care, [laughs] is about ME, ya, so the fashion is about, the fashion sense is about me so.. ya~ everything is about how i see myself.
5) yes , i'm a huge fan of south africa, i love "surfari' i love leopard 'preents', you know? 'zip-bra' you know? ya! short of tings..
6) i bet she does not know what is trashy.


i bet she's upset at herself for signing up, upset at the fact the judges picked her [only to be shot down on the internet...] like... fail.. haha




then there were the nice movies, the proposal was nice..
funny, throughout. and really sweet, i kinda like romantic comedies, makes you feel like wanting the same to happen to you... not exactly because of the gorgeous celebs in the movies, but more  likely cos they are like super sweet. the endings...
ha.. something u just wish, ok...

up was fine, up till the point where they found the big bird, the fighting scenes and the many dogs were not really that funny. quite dreary actually. but then whenever the fat boy appears, its kinda entertaining. haha.
funny was not HAHAHA out loud kinda funny.. nice still..

then there's GI JOE.. action packed. better than iron man. cos there are like many many ironmen.. hahha so its cooler. and the villain is like how chio can! nice action sequences. and nice equipment. 

then the dairy of a sex addict was... unlelss u have the spare cash and time...

ok long day with paddling , then lunch, then gymming, then capo, then surfing net for rooms in tokyo, then dinnering with I and E, then movie... then home sweet home!

 i'm dead. the reading is supposed to be cleared by tml. and i'm not even half done. i cant understand what i'm reading at all!

i just went got group cycling just now. 
there were 2 groups. one fast one not so fast.
turns out the slow was really slow. not exactly slow la.. just that it was too comfortable a pace.
was suposed to go for a 30k route but ended up we only did 22K.
i felt a little short changed. and its only less than 3 weeks to the triathlon, and its 40k after the swim before the run.
can u see how i'm going to die?

so so. i think i'm too quick for the slow group, and to slow for the fast group.
i'm scared i'll drop off after a while. then i'll get lost like outside! den i'll die.
but i shall try. next week perhaps. i think i need to cycle on sunday night also.. at least 30k this time.

i realize it was much easier on the butt after i lowered the seat. and after i wore tights. but i wore the swimming one.
i think i need the bottom of the tri suit. and biking tights.. so i can train and race in comfort. 
if i feel fine and still come in within a respectable time for this try. which i predict is gonna be like shit.
i'll definitely one to get the whole thing.
a decent bike
decent cycling gear.
helmet
the cycling clicks thingy, the shoes that click on to the pedal! yes..
a bottol that can i can place on the bike.
and and... i dunno.
that would cost a bomb and my mom wouldnt wanna help me with that i think. sigh. 

one step at a time. i guess..

but i'm really afraid. i'll crash and die during my race. which is like how common. scared

and and and..

and i just hope that i can run after the cycling bit if i survive it.

oh and talk about running, i fell asleep this evening. was supposed to go run before the cycling.
i need to have more disciplined if i wanna train for these kinda sport. sian i'm like so screwed.


ok then. reading. after i send my clothes down to the wash!